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Dear Diary,

Wed Apr 8, 2009, 8:13 PM
"Went home lonely and despondent because nobody loves me and it's Easter, and I cried." - Andy Warhol



All too often I'll sit down with the Warhol diaries and find an entry that parallels my week. Or day.

Or in this case, reoccurring instances in my life.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: "Night at the Knight School" - TMS
  • Playing: to lose.
  • Drinking: the poison.

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:icondemonickage:
Can't say I've ever read those....

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“I can fly! Hear that birds?! YOU CAN SUCK IT!!!!” –Ikki from Air Gear
:iconi-eat-lemons:
>> the easter zombies love you....you and your brainz. <3

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I'm cultured....like yogurt!
:iconstripp:
I have never checked it out, but now Im gonna so BAM. THANK YOU. Andy get's a lot of negativity. I really dont know all that much about him. Yea back to verk. I want to vipe your vindows.
:iconspraypaintmarble:
You taught me how to make a mini-zine
and I hate to water color, but it came out...something.

I don't know.
ANd I miss you.

(xanex clouds my already hazey mindframe.)

So, I made dream scape.
And I'm thinking of creating another.

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I've got an idea.
:iconmatriarch667:
s'coz andy warhol was a lonely, socially awkward man sans self-esteem coping with it in all the wrong ways (holding money above all overs since people have always failed him.) he tended to come off as a self centered, shallow dick.. but he was just.. emotionally amputated to some extent.

every time i start to get lonely i'll read through that or his "philosophy" book

coz i'm an escape artist i guess
and i'd rather pretend i were miserable as someone else.
mmm..
maybe i send book to you when i am done, yes? it's a bigg'n tho.

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[My pen's the only part of me worth anything.]
:iconmatriarch667:
i miss you too.
you're one of the few people i actually didn't feel alone around.

damn this awful island..

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[My pen's the only part of me worth anything.]
:iconguns4jesus2004:
i wouldnt say i love you because that might seem a bit forward, but from our small conversations and stuff you've posted, i think you're pretty cool, and i often read your journals and wonder how you're doing. so, y'know, try not to feel too down. i kind of know the feeling though. i've just started coming down entirely off my medication and the irrational rage and hatred are kicking in. sigh.

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Halleleujah, I'm not breathing, Halleleujah.
:icongypsybyrd:
Don't worry, I've already started hording peeps for you. I know you love (to MURDER) them <3XD

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Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what kind of prerequisites came with their journey.
:iconscorched-nemesis:
I miss you already on myspace HG...

I hope you will be good..

*hugs*

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"If god were suddenly condemmed to the
life which he has inflicted on men,
he would kill himself."

Alexander Dumas (1802 - 1870)

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